i felt emotions too strongly today. i let myself be raptured, i know. my hands were shaking and angry fists pounded against my eyelids, irritating images.  i desperatley wanted to wail and cover my eyes. see? this is what happens when my emotions aren’t given boundaries. and all i told myself is, “i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry i’m so fucking stupid. i’m sorry i can’t do a fucking thing about it, i’m sorry i’m an emotional burden, i’m sorry that i’m rotting.”

nothing ever answered.

@2 years ago